poker face

the psych major has apparently gotten to me.

lately i’ve been inadvertently psychoanalyzing myself... mostly searching for the reasons behind my responses to situations, but also my actions in general.
it sounds weird. hopefully not too much so.

i consider myself a composed individual. to a fault.
and honestly, being able to hide your emotions is the biggest gift and curse all wrapped in one.

people don’t know when you’re upset or mad.
but also can’t fully see when you’re happy.

i internalize everything. and should really do something about that.
breaking habits isn't easy, but i'll give it a try. why not?

*side note: another psych major asked me the other day if i ever try to analyze myself, so at least i’m not the only one. made me feel much better actually.